God, prayer etc....

    Thank God for "small" miracles! Our landlord told us to knock $75 off the January rent. We are poor. This is good news!
    Had a funny experience on Sunday. We decided to put up our Christmas lights. We borrowed a ladder from a friend from our former church. I had seen a few people from the church that week to have coffee, drop off baby gifts etc. He said that our name had come up and they had been praying for us. I immediately felt defenive.
    What the heck is wrong with me? It's prayer! Would I prefer that they didn't pray for me? I guess my first reaction when it comes from that church is that they only pray if they think there is somethig wrong with me. That is such a wrong attitude! First of all, I don't know if that's why. Second of all, WHO CARES? It's prayer! at least they love me enough to pray. And I need it... I HAVE NO MONEY!!!! Why should I care where prayer comes from?
    Maybe it's that I got in contact with so many people I haven't seen all in one week. I can see how that might seem weird. Cause "concern". LOL. I don't even know if it's concern! I will take it as love and leave it there. Thank-you God that you care enough to move people to pray for me!